I have decided to call him. R. pointed out that I really have nothing to lose, and that if he is indeed a jerk it says so much more about him than it does about me.
Maybe tonight. Might as well get it over with.
Monthly Archives: April 2002
nothing to lose
Tuesday, April 16, 2002
torn
Sunday, April 14, 2002
The other night I dreamed of a boy I used to date: We were sitting on a couch in a house, then we (couch and all) just “appeared” outside at the edge of a beach. He was being demanding and uncaring of my feelings, and I chose to leave.
This girl checks her email at [...]
changes
Tuesday, April 9, 2002
So many changes at the office are happening at once. It’s good for the people involved, but it doesn’t necessarily feel positive for the work. There is this underlying sense of something… not quite right — I don’t know how to articulate it any better than that — and there is a wave of introspection [...]
escape to the mountains
Sunday, April 7, 2002
I usually have a terrible time trying to get myself out the door when I make plans with friends. It has nothing at all to do with the company and everything to do with some pathetic wiring glitch in my head. I’ll want to back out and cancel at the last minute — so that [...]
